I am numb and completely devastated. I roar because my heart’s in turmoil. Psalm 38:8
I’ve seen and known God to be so many things in my life. Counselor, Friend, Savior, and more… I thought I knew Him. Then my mother died decades before it was time.
I was so angry with God. Like a child who has sobbed and thrown a massive tantrum I finally slumped next to Him in an exhausted heap of hurt and confusion. And there I’ve sat for weeks. And as I’ve leaned on Him in new ways He has proven Himself to be everything I need. He’s answered prayers before I thought to pray them. He is bigger than I knew. How did I forget that? He’s more. He’s so much more than I remembered or ever knew.
I wish you joy. I wish you MORE.
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